Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Never keep your hopes up. It can kill you.

Have you ever had your hopes high from the person you love so much? Well, I have. Again.
See, I like this guy. No, were not dating and yes, I love him. We're just friends. Simple plain friends. His girlfriend recently broke up with him and he has been through a rough time. So, here I am, to the rescue. I've been there for him whenever he needs someone to talk his heart out. Well, we don't talk personally, just through chat. But he went to my birthday celebration which made me really happy.

The past few days, I told him the real deal on why his girlfriend broke up with him. Well, I don't know exactly on how he took it but he said that he wanted to talk about it in person. So, I offered him to go here at my house to talk about it. I already asked permission to my mom, no one would be home just the way he liked it.

So, the day came that he would be arriving. I woke up as early as 8:30am (not my regular wake up time), took a bath, cleaned the house and everything that would make our conversation be more comfortable. I texted him, and after 30mins, he replied. "Gudam pobs, i'm not feeling very well. I can't drive too far. But I might go to school later." 
All those preparation for nothing. I never do those things just for any person, neither with my barkada. Only to him. I prepared so much for nothing.

So now, I'm really kinda pissed. I don't know what to say once we talk to each other again. I'll just go with flow, maybe. I'm really not sure.

So, here's the end of my pathetic post. :))

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