Just a Dream.

Recently, I've been having these strange dreams. And when I interpreted them, they all had these strange meanings.

Like one time, I dream't that I was kissing my friend passionately. It was like I can feel his lips touch mine. But that friend is not the one my heart beats for. That's what bothered me most. I was supposed to be kissing Mr. Amazingman, not Baby.  It was so weird that I have not guts in telling Baby about my dream. 

Then I knew that that dream had nothing to do with the person but with the emotion. I was kissing because I had deep feelings for someone. It just turned out that Baby was the one I was kissing and not Mr. Amazingman. 

But, I don't care. My love for Mr. Amazingman wasn't lessen. Instead, it grew deeper. I love Mr. Amazingman so much. And lately he asked who the one I love was. If only he knew it was him. *sigh*

Oh well. I know time will come that I would confess everything. ^^

I love you, Mr. AmazingManny. Always. :) :* <3

This girl's in love with you, pare. :)

Long time. :)
See, the guy I'm liking right now is really close to me. You know, we're like Romeo and Juliet hiding from the world. We talk in private and text message each other even if we are in the same place. Yes, I'm happy with what we have, but I really hate what the both of us are. I never imagine myself liking/loving him. I even told myself that I would never love or have a crush on him. But I was wrong. I ended up loving him more than expected.
I just finished reading all our conversations in Facebook and Yahoo Messenger. I then realized that he had messages with sweet meanings. I wanna kid him around that he likes me, but I'm scared. I even wanna tell him that he has hidden sweet messages in our conversations. But, I'll just choose not to. Our friendship is really going good. And I don't want to ruin that. I just want it to be more than friends. Not less. I just love him. And I know that, time will come that I would confess everything that I feel for him. :)

Thanks for reading! ^^,

Ciao!

Never keep your hopes up. It can kill you.

Have you ever had your hopes high from the person you love so much? Well, I have. Again.

See, I like this guy. No, were not dating and yes, I love him. We're just friends. Simple plain friends. His girlfriend recently broke up with him and he has been through a rough time. So, here I am, to the rescue. I've been there for him whenever he needs someone to talk his heart out. Well, we don't talk personally, just through chat. But he went to my birthday celebration which made me really happy.

The past few days, I told him the real deal on why his girlfriend broke up with him. Well, I don't know exactly on how he took it but he said that he wanted to talk about it in person. So, I offered him to go here at my house to talk about it. I already asked permission to my mom, no one would be home just the way he liked it.

So, the day came that he would be arriving. I woke up as early as 8:30am (not my regular wake up time), took a bath, cleaned the house and everything that would make our conversation be more comfortable. I texted him, and after 30mins, he replied. "Gudam pobs, i'm not feeling very well. I can't drive too far. But I might go to school later." 

All those preparation for nothing. I never do those things just for any person, neither with my barkada. Only to him. I prepared so much for nothing.

So now, I'm really kinda pissed. I don't know what to say once we talk to each other again. I'll just go with flow, maybe. I'm really not sure.

So, here's the end of my pathetic post. :))

I don't watch them. They watch me.

Sometimes, life can be really unfair.

You see, Justin Bieber is having a concert here today. But I can’t watch ’cause I can’t afford tickets. Well, that sucks!

So, I started thinking “Maybe God has something better for me than watch my idol’s concert.” then, it hit me.

Maybe, I wasn’t born to watch them. Maybe, I was born for them to watch me. OHYEAH!

I’m really into music and I have big plans in entering the music business. It can be by a band (e.g. paramore, greenday, boys like girls) or solo artist (e.g. Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez).

I know it may sound impossible with you guys, but you’ll never know right. I can say that I’m a pretty talented person and I know, that these talents can take me to the career of my dreams.

So, to all the people out there. Who shares the dream I have. Don’t stop believing in it. :)

Peace Out! :)

When INSOMNIA attacks.

Have you ever experienced being awake in the wee hours of the night. Then when you look at the time, you'll realize it's already morning? Well, I have. Every summer, insomnia visits and attacks me every single day. I sometimes sleep at 3am, 4am, 5am and sometimes, I don't get the chance to sleep at all. So my body clock is so f*ucked up, that whenever something great happens in the afternoon, I don't get to enjoy it because I feel sleepy or I sleep.
With this body clock, I can already apply a job at the call center. (the place where people never sleep)
I feel so hyped yet tired at the same time.
But you know what? I think the whole reason I can't sleep is because I always think about the guy I really like. :">
I BLAME HIM! >:(
Just Kidding. :)

Well, I'm off to my tweet deck to make some noise. Be back when I be back blogspot. :)

ADIOS!

Neophite.

So, I'm kinda new to this blogspot. I actually have one already in another site but I think I kinda like the thought that I actually write things about my experiences.
Well, I might not write anything as of now, but I assure you, that as the days, months and years go by, I would fll this up with many adventures that I am about to face.

So bring it on. Nice and slow. Look out world. Here I go! :)